-- In My Life --

--In My Life-- RIP

2008-09-04T01:26:00.000-07:00

i dun have
any reason to update
anything anymore
in this blog

everything is useless.
let me alone wif my world.
......

to zawan and man..
congratulation
ur win
4 a moment
but
i never loose
ill get back what i want

Tanpa Kekasihku

2008-09-04T01:09:00.000-07:00

langit begitu gelap,hujan juga tak kunjung reda
ku harus menyaksikan cintaku terenggut tak terselamatkan
Ingin ku ulang hari,ingin ku perbaiki
kau salah,kau kubutuhkan
beraninya kau pergi dan tak kembali

dimana letak surga itu
biar kugantikan tempatmu denganku
adakah tanda surga itu
biar kutemukan untuk bersamamu

kubiarkan senangku menari di udara
biar semua tahu kematian tak mengakhiri
cinta….

apalah artinya hidup tanpa kekasihku
percuma bila aku disini sendiri

kekasihku,bersamamu

....................................................................................

2008-09-04T00:54:00.000-07:00

telah habis kata terangkai
untuk membuatmu kembali mengingat
semua apapun janjimu

aku mohon dengan sangat kepadamu
waktu bersama denganmu
tak sebanding dengan
hancur hatiku begitu
membekas di hidupku

aku mohon dengan sangat
kepadamu…

Kembalilah…wahai sayangku
hanya itu yang membuat aku tenang
Kembalilah…kembali padaku
aku takkan pernah bisa hidup
tanpamu…

Top Guys

2008-09-02T20:04:00.000-07:00

Top guys don't actually go after good-looking you. They prefer neat and presentable you.
Top guys hate flirts.
A top guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.
When a top guy says he doesn't understand you, it simply means you're not thinking the way he is.
"Are you doing something?" or "Have you eaten already?" are the first usual questions a top guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.
Top guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about you they truly care about.
When a top guy really likes you, he'll disregard all your bad characteristics.
Top guys go crazy over your smile.
Top guys will do anything just to get your attention.
Top guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.
When top guys want to meet your parents. Let them.
Top guys want to tell you many things but they can't. And they sure have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking!
Top guys cry!!!
Don't provoke the top guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.
Top guys can never dream and hope too much.
Top guys usually try hard to get you who have dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.
When you touch a top guy's heart, there's no turning back.
Giving a top guy a hanging message like "You know what?!.. uh...never mind!" would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.
Top guys go crazy when you touch their hands.
Top guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to you they really like.
When a top guy makes a prolonged "umm" or makes any excuses when you're asking him to do you a favor, he's actually saying that he doesn't like you and he can't lay down the card for you.
When you say "no", a top guy hears it as "try again tomorrow."
You have to tell a top guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.
Top guys hate gays!
Top guys love their moms.
A top guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.
A top guy often thinks about you who like him. But this doesn't mean that the top guy likes her.
You can never understand him unless you listen to him.
If a top guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.
Beware. Top guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than you can.
Like Eve, you are top guys' weaknesses.
Top guys are very open about themselves.
Its good to test a top guy first before you believe him. But don't let him wait that long.
No top guy is bad when he is courting.
Top guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.
Top guys really admire you that they like even if they're not that much pretty.
Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
If a top guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
A usual act that proves that the top guy likes you is when he teases you.
A top guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.
Top guys love you with brains more than you in miniskirts.
Top guys try to find the stuffed toy a you wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.
Top guys virtually brag about anything.
Top guys cannot keep secrets that you tell them.
Top guys think too much.
Top guys' fantasies are unlimited.
You' height doesn't really matter to a top guy but her weight does!
Top guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out you!!!
When you make the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that you.
It's not easy for a top guy to let you go after they broke up especially when they've been together for 3 years or more.
You have to tell a top guy what you really want before getting involved with that top guy.
A top guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be matured and grow up.
When an unlikable circumstance comes, top guys blame themselves a lot more than you do. They could even hurt themselves physically.
Top guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.
Top guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with you.
When a top guy pretends to be calm, check if he's sweating. You'll probably see that he is nervous.
When a top guy says he is going crazy about you. He really is.
When a top guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me"
Top guys don't really have final decisions.
When a top guy loves you, bring out the best in him.
If a top guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.
If a top guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.
Top guys believe that there's no such thing as love at first sight, but court you anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.
Top guys like femininity not feebleness.
Top guys don't like you who punch harder than they do.
A top guy may instantly know if you like him but can never be sure unless you tell him.
A top guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a you would do over her romance novels and make-ups.
Top guys love you who can cook or bake.
Top guys like you who are like their moms. No kidding!
A top guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
A top guy's friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.
Don't be a snob. Top guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.
Don't be biased. Try loving a top guy without prejudice and you'll be surprised.
You who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting top guys.
Top guys are more talkative than you are especially when the topic is about you.
Top guys don't comprehend the statement "Get lost" too well.
Top guys really think that you are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.
When a top guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.
Top guys don't care about how shiny their shoes are unlike you.
Top guys tend to generalize about you but once they get to know them, they'll realize they're wrong.
Any top guy can handle his problems all by his own. He's just too stubborn to deal with it.
Top guys find it so objectionable when you swear.
Top guys' weakest > point is at the knee.
When a problem arises, a top guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.
When a top guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.
When a top guy looks at you, either he's amazed of you or he's criticizing you.
When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.
If a top guy lets you go, he really loves you.
If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you're with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.
Top guys learn from experience not from the romance books that you read and take as their basis of experience.
You can tell if a top guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!
If a top guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.
When a top guy says he can't sleep if he doesn't hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another you. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.
You can truly say that a top guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.
Top guys seek for advice not from a top guy but from you.
You are allowed to touch boys' things. Not their hair!
If a top guy says you're beautiful, that top guy likes you.
Top guys hate you who overreact.
Top guys love you more than you love them...

My love never be replaced

2008-09-02T19:59:00.000-07:00

Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me too
Until the end of time

From the day I met you
I know we've be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever

Thinking never compare to feel enough to kisses
I can say i'm truly happy to the same

You've made me think I'll die and live my life hesitate
There's never been no doubt in my mind
That i'll regret ever having you by my side

But if the day come that i'll have to let you go
I think that something I should probadly let you know
With everything that i spent with you
Then i will miss you cuz i'm happy that i have you at all

IM DYING

2008-09-02T19:43:00.000-07:00

is this love???

BUZZ!!!
BUZZ!!!
man 1594: x buzz man pun tadi..
cadbury_boy88: lupe
man 1594: igtkan x on9 tadi..
cadbury_boy88: zawan sihat?
man 1594: erk.!?
man 1594: nape tanye die..??
man 1594: huhu..
cadbury_boy88: x bole ke
man 1594: bole laa..
cadbury_boy88: kan kawan baik muah2 dgn dhe
man 1594: xder laa..
man 1594: pelik..
man 1594: kwn baik muah2..??
man 1594: sape ckp..??
cadbury_boy88: ntah la denga cite
cadbury_boy88: scandal ngan dhe
man 1594: erk.!?
man 1594: sape ckp..??
man 1594: bgtau la man ..
cadbury_boy88: ade la
cadbury_boy88: tp mmg btol pon kan
man 1594: sape..??
cadbury_boy88: haha
man 1594: ckp laa..
cadbury_boy88: da maju skang
man 1594: adeyh,!!
cadbury_boy88: bakal special ke dhe tu?
BUZZ!!!
man 1594: sorry..
man 1594: dc..
BUZZ!!!
BUZZ!!!
man 1594: watper..??
cadbury_boy88: x de ape
cadbury_boy88: ble korang nk declare?
man 1594: hurmm..
man 1594:
cadbury_boy88: npe?
man 1594: sape yg ckp..??
man 1594: ckp la kat man..
man 1594: huhu..
cadbury_boy88: benda elok x baik nk disorok kan
cadbury_boy88: kalo da jodoh nye x kemane
man 1594: semalam man kuar ngan die..
cadbury_boy88: wah pegi mane tu
man 1594: 1st sept..
cadbury_boy88: buke sesame lke?
man 1594: yup..
cadbury_boy88: kat mne?
man 1594: buka kat times square..
cadbury_boy88: x ajak pon
man 1594: kuar g pavilion..
man 1594: mane la man tau..
man 1594: owhh yeah..
man 1594: zawan kurang sehat harini..
cadbury_boy88: 2 org je ke?
man 1594: yup..
man 1594: 2 org jer..
cadbury_boy88: owh dating la nie
man 1594: hahaha..
man 1594: yerla kot..
cadbury_boy88: patut la x ajak
man 1594: huhu..
man 1594: mane la man tau..
man 1594: hurmm..
cadbury_boy88: x pe org yg dting x leyh kaco la
man 1594: zawan kurang sehat harini tau x..??
man 1594: die batuk2..
cadbury_boy88: ntah la
man 1594: teruk gak laa..
cadbury_boy88: x pegi tgok dhe ke?
man 1594: risau ngan die..
man 1594: man keje..
man 1594: nak jugak g jumpe n tgk die..
cadbury_boy88: x msg dhe ke?
man 1594: dah..
man 1594: dah call dah tadi..
cadbury_boy88: man call dhe?
man 1594: yup..
man 1594: nape..??
cadbury_boy88: x de pape.
cadbury_boy88: dhe stay kat area pandan ke?
man 1594: die stay ngan mama die..
cadbury_boy88: owh dhe stay ngan mama dhe kat pandan?
cadbury_boy88: pandan ape perdana ke
man 1594: x tau la plak..
man 1594: coz kdg2 die duk umah kakak die..
cadbury_boy88: so man rase bley get along ke dgn dhe?
man 1594: insyaAllah..
cadbury_boy88: cite la skit semalam pnye pengalaman
man 1594: coz i love him..
cadbury_boy88: suke denga org yg menuju ke pintu kebahagiaan nih
man 1594: lorr..
man 1594: biase2 jer laa..
man 1594: coz smlm 1st time jumpe..
cadbury_boy88: owh
cadbury_boy88: jmpe kat pav la?
man 1594: yup..
cadbury_boy88: owh makan kat mane?
man 1594: times square..
cadbury_boy88: nnt kim salam kat dhe eh.
cadbury_boy88: tah kenal ke x die kt ome ni
man 1594: insyaAllah..
man 1594: die kurang sehat arini..
man 1594: man risau sgt2 kat die..
cadbury_boy88: sebelum ni ade kapel kan
cadbury_boy88: kwn ome ckp dhe kapel ngan bdak shah alam
cadbury_boy88: dhorang da clash ke?
man 1594: sape..??
cadbury_boy88: ntah lupe plak nk tanye
cadbury_boy88: da clash kot
cadbury_boy88: sbab benda ni da lame dlu ome denga
man 1594: sape..??
man 1594: ed ker..??
cadbury_boy88: ye la kot
cadbury_boy88: lepas ed dhe x de kapel lg eh?
man 1594: x tau laa..
man 1594: dgn ome la kan..??
cadbury_boy88: mne de
man 1594: yeke..??
man 1594: huhu..
man 1594: tipu..
cadbury_boy88: knp?
man 1594: xder ape..
cadbury_boy88: ape je dhe ckp smalam
man 1594: x ckp ape2..
man 1594: langsung xder..
cadbury_boy88: aik x kan smalam kluar diam je
man 1594: borak2 pasal lain laa..
man 1594: man tau die couple ngan abg ed pun coz man tau dari abg idlan..
cadbury_boy88: aik knal idlan jgak ke?
man 1594: ape pulak x kenal..
man 1594: die abg angkat man..
cadbury_boy88: ooo
man 1594: dah nak dekat 3 tahun kenal..
cadbury_boy88: lamenye
man 1594: yup..
man 1594: still sampai skang..
man 1594: die abg angkat man..
man 1594: semalam bertembung dgn die kat times square..
man 1594: so jumpe jap laa..
man 1594: die kenal zawan gak..
cadbury_boy88: just wish u all the best to ur future relation wif zawan
man 1594: x sangka dunia ni kecik..
man 1594: kenal mengenali..
cadbury_boy88: nnt kalo da declare bgtau k
man 1594: nape..??
man 1594: huhu..
cadbury_boy88: saje je
cadbury_boy88: ex leyh ke
cadbury_boy88: x leyh ke
man 1594: xder ape laa..
man 1594: huhu..
man 1594: man harap bleyh kekal ngan die..
cadbury_boy88: hopefully
man 1594: thx..
man 1594: coz i love him so much..
cadbury_boy88: i need to go
cadbury_boy88: ade hal skit
man 1594: ok,ok..
cadbury_boy88: bye
cadbury_boy88: gtg
man 1594: bye..
man 1594: take care..
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HOPE UR RELATION WILL LAST FOREVER.

to ZAWAN: GOOD TO KNOW THAT AT LAST U FOUND SOMEONE
THAT APPRECIATE U MORE

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2008-08-27T07:15:00.001-07:00

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Life

2008-08-24T01:26:00.000-07:00

LIFE Life is a journey, Life is a game, Life is an exam, that you mustn't fail. To be alive it is meant to grow and to serve. To help the needy men, to give and get. To do the right thing, to be good and keen, to save little kids and let birds fly free. But life as a journey, but Life as a game, but Life as an exam, it's got it's own end and gain. Good people live for ever. Even when they're dead. They smile, they're laughing. They're happy till the end. Bad people just die being miserable and sad. No smiles, no laughing, nothing's left to their hands.

Nonsense

2008-08-23T12:38:00.000-07:00

what the hack wif
childish metters.
think back
bfore posting something.
dont be so baaka..

2008-08-22T18:09:00.000-07:00

There have a lot of songs
wif various of tittle.
Every title have their own
meanings.
I want to listed some of the title
of the songs and my opinion

tanpa kekasihku

im yours

hanya ingin kau tahu

sebelum cahaya

tak bisa hidup tanpa mu

cinta ini membunuh ku

bleeding love

better in time

ruang rindu

all these suck.
i lost my believe in love
just stay away from my life
if u just wanna test me
or making me looks like dumb ass.
this is my warning.
cut all these crap.

Pocong

2008-08-15T09:47:00.000-07:00

setelah sekian lame korang
tgok gamba pocong
kt tepi tu
br skang aku nk masukkan
short movee dhe.

so sory guys
im very busy
and have no time to upload
the movee
for a past few month.

muvee ni adlh karya
student uitm
just bwat simple2 je.

Heart beat

2008-08-15T05:22:00.000-07:00

heart beat...
every second in time
no rest till now
times change the beat..
fast and slow
work with flow
lies down
beneath the heart
laid down a shadow
waiting for
the light
for the
end of the
beat

Idea Idea Idea...

2008-08-02T05:56:00.000-07:00

susah la nk cr idea nk hupdate blog nih.
kengkadang ade idea tp
x reti lak nk develop
ayat yg sesuai.

bowsan.

tp dunn worry
i will come back wif more
fresh things.

thats my promise.

Menjaga Hati........ special 4 him

2008-07-14T06:01:00.000-07:00

Masih tertinggal bayanganmu
yang telah membekas di relung hatiku
hujan tanpa henti seolah bertanda
cinta tak disini lagi kau telah berpaling

Biarkan aku menjaga perasaan ini
menjaga segenap cinta yang telah kau beri
engkau pergi aku takkan pergi
kau menjauh aku takkan jauh
sebenarnya diriku masih mengharapkanmu

Masih adakah cahaya rindumu
yang dulu selalu cerminkan hatimu
aku takkan bisa menghapus dirimu
meskipun kulihat kau kini diseberang sana

Andai akhirnya kau tak juga kembali
aku tetap sendiri menjaga hati

Sejujurnya ak masih mengharapkanmu
oooh ooohh

Got tagged by Achuu..uumm

2008-05-31T14:54:00.000-07:00

1 minit yang lalu apa yang anda buat?
-chatting

1 jam yang lalu, apa yang anda buat?
-supper

1 hari yang lalu. apa yang anda buat?
-dok rumah dan on9 jew

1 jam lagi, apa yang anda akan buat?
-tdo je kot

1hari lagi, apa yang akan anda buat?
-pegi keje

1 orang yang terakhir menelefon kamu?
-mamantoi

1 makanan yang baru dibeli?
-bawang pon makanan kannnn???

1 barang yang baru hilang?
-handphone(actualy bkn hilng tp......)

1 cerita yang baru ditonton?
-mesti le Narnia Prince Caspian

1 hal yang terakhir digosipkan?
-rasenye x de kot

1 buku yang sudah dibaca?buku apa?
-harry potter

1 kata yang ingin diluahkan?
-i always remember u

1 penyakit yang sering datang?
-selsema(da tahap gaban)

1 keinginan?
-jd millioneire la

Atas nama cinta...

2008-05-31T14:12:00.000-07:00

Aku lelaki yang punya cinta di hati

Dan dirimu dan dirinya dalam hidupku

Mengapa terlambat cintamu telah termiliki

Sedang diriku dengan dia tak begitu cinta

Mengapa yang lain bisa

Mendua dengan mudahnya

Namun kita terbelenggu

Dalam ikatan tanpa cinta

Atas nama cinta

Hati ini tak mungkin terbagi

Sampai nanti bila aku mati

Cinta ini hanya untuk engkau

Atas nama cinta

Kurelakan jalanku merana

Asal engkau akhirnya denganku

Kubersumpah atas nama cinta

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this song is dedicated to someone

that i always remember,

*to that person= i always keep my promise to u*

Seek for New Love

2008-05-17T03:33:00.000-07:00

Are U Ready
to start a new love?

Just think bout it
again...

Are u bored
with ur relationship?

Its dangerous

Make a wise
desicion.

Chronicle's Of Narnia@Prince caspian

2008-05-15T23:16:00.000-07:00

ellow guys. wasssuppp........

smalam 15hb gigih pegi klcc sbab nk tgok
cite ni,

stat msuk wayang mmg da rse mcm teruja sbab da lme x tgok
cite ala2 fantasy magic mcm ni.
last tgok rase nye harry potter je la kot.
yg laen sumenye cite biase je.

komen:

jalan cerite permulaan agak laju sbab tetibe je da
stat dgn babak prince caspian dikejar
ke dalam hutan. Sbab dikejar adlh kerana makcik nye
beranakkan pewaris takhta baru.
so atas unsur sifat tamak habola dorehabamonnye,
pakciknye tlh mengarahkan agar jeneral membunuh prince caspian.

prince caspian melarikan dri jauh ke dalam hutan narnia yg
telah lama pupus sejak peter,susan.ed ngan lucy blik ke dunia asal.
hiks
x ley bgtau bebanyak. sket je ley.
ome bg 5 star utk cite ni.

cute kannn..

Picture talking

2008-05-07T18:24:00.000-07:00

Sometimes its very hard
to wrote down bout your real
feeling.
and u might think other
way to expressed it.

So why not just let the
picture do the talk
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At the beginning of love story
it's white
it's so smooths
its so comfortable
its so sweet
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--
The story was romantic as romeo and juliet
without regret
they became the most lovely
couple of the year
nothing gonna change
their love.

suddenly everything seems
not so rite
1 by 1 problem occured

the problem getting bigger

their love is sick
they hardly seek for medicine
but, it doesnt seems to be ok

live is full of hatred without trust

is there no love to be shared any more?
start from now,
everything is just a question

is love always like this?
hurt......

will love comes again
in their live?

or their love will fallen
in the
river of never end

is there will be
a little light
to bright em?

what will happen in the end?

will they survive

OR

is it was the
endless
of their own
love story?
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life is unfair
u doesn't get what u want.
why?

there's no heaven
there's no kindness
its all about selfish

Di persimpangan

2008-05-06T09:40:00.000-07:00

Di persimpangan yang hanya wujud
2 pilihan. Hidup atau Mati
Yang mane menjadi pilihan anda?
sudah tentu semua akn memilih utk hidup
tapi kenapa x pilih utk mati?

Hidup
Sume org nak pilih utk hidup
kalo tnye soalan ni kat kwn komfem
x smpai 1 saat da jwb
*msti la nak idup beb, spe nak mati*
tp buat ape nak hidup dlm dunia yg hipokrit?
knp nk hidup dlm dunia yg penuh dgn tipu helah
knp nak hidup dlm dunia yg seakan
da x memerlukan diri kita?

Mati
X ramai org yang akn pilih utk mati
sgt sikit bilangan org yg akan pilih mati
kenapa pulak mereka pilih mati?
jwpn mudah.
sbab hidup da x bermakna lg
da penat nak hidup
kalo hidup pon serupa mcm da mati
so buat ape nak hidup.

hidup x semestinnye indah
tp x mudah utk mati

Celaru

2008-04-30T02:08:00.000-07:00

Hello everybody,
Sorry sbab lme x update,
Otak tengah buntu, Idea bnyk tp x bole nak
dikembang kan.

So far my life is a bit kacau bilau,
sume benda yang nak dibuat mesti x menjadi,
knp ek? dunno why lah tp msti something yg
berkaitan ngan my relation.
X mo komen pape, nnt kang ade sesi lawan dlm blog lg.
da malas da ak bwat mcm tu.

seriously my life seems like unvaluable
rase mcm da sgt2 buhsan nak idup,
nak bunuh diri x bley sbab org islam kalo bunuh
diri x ley masuk syurga kannnn???
so kne je la teruskan hidup kat atas muke bumi ni
smpai la mase yg telah ditentukan
pergi lah untuk selama2 nya.

Get a shock when you read about yourself.

2008-04-11T20:20:00.000-07:00

IF you were born on the:

1st, 10th, 19th, 28th of any month you are number 1.

2nd, 11th, 20th, 29th of any month then you are number 2.

3rd, 12th, 21st, 30th of any month then you are number 3.

4th, 13th, 22nd, 31st of any month then you are Number 4.

5th, 14th, 23rd of any month then you are number 5.

6th, 15th, 24th of any month then you are number 6.

7th, 16th, 25th of any month then you are number 7.

8th, 17th, 26th of any month then you are number 8.

9th, 18th, 27th of any month then you are number 9.

Number 1: You are smart, a straight talker, funny, stubborn, hardworking, honest, jealous on a competitive basis, kind hearted, temperamental, friendly, and popular. You always want to be on the top and most likely to be independent. You are most likely to fall in love at a young age, but will marry once you mature! You are likely to have problems with people who have opposite views and you are most likely to take revenge over your enemies in a long time basis. You are a spender, but you will have a good profession in the future. If you are guy you will be very popular. You can go anywhere from the local shop to the heart of the parliament because you are positive and talented in numerous areas. But in your life you will always have some people who will work hard to bring you & your name down. Because of your intelligence, some might hate you. You are a pioneer, independent & original your best match is 4, 6, and 8 while a good match would be with 3, 5, 7

Number 2: No matter what, every one will love you because you are ruled by the Moon. You day dream a lot, you have a very low-self esteem, you need to have a back up for
every move in your life, you are very unpredictable. You tend to change according to time and circumstances, selfish, have a very strong sense of musical and artistic talent and powerful verbal communication. You can be sweet as an angel and can be ruthless when double-crossed. Some might say you have a sixth sense. You will become a poet,
writer, an artist or a businessperson. You are not strong in love, so your relationship will be in disarray until you settle down. If you are a girl, you will be responsible for your family. If you are a man, you tend to get involve in fights & arguments in the family. You will sacrifice your life for your family. You are gentle, intuitive with a broad vision. You
make a well-balanced person. Your best match is 2, 7, 5, and 9 no other people can put up with you!!!

Number 3: You are hardhearted and selfish most of the time. You always tend to have lots of problems within your family in the early stages but you will be able to cope with everything. You seem to have your way in everything. And from birth you would always have to work hard to achieve anything you want. You always make a point to set examples on others, especially the younger ones. Generally you are not a cool person. It's not easy dealing with you. A tough player you are! But once you are comfortable with someone, it will be a lasting friendship. You always earn respect from others. Your Ilk seems to have lots of worries and problems but they won't be for long. You will have
brilliant kids! You love money a bit too much so temptation will push you to try endlessly. You will look after your family and help friends, so you will spend a life time just being generous and kind (except for men born on the 21st). You love your freedom,
creative and ambitious, a person who brings beauty, hope & joy to this world!!! Your best match 6 and 9. Good match 1, 3, and 5

Number 4: You are very stubborn, very hard working but unlucky in important matters in life, very cool and helpful. You might repel people away from you, you may cause
nuisance to others if you area man, as you gifted are with understanding other people's problems. If you are a girl, you excel in your studies and arts. If you are a guy you spend most of your time with girl friends and you tend to have too much fun with your mates &
girls. Your friends will spend your time & money and get on with their life and you will be left empty handed. So be careful! You love to spend. Your positive side is that you are always around to help family and friends. You always fall in love with those younger than you. You often live with disappointments but you will take good care of your family. You need to be careful of people who will take advantage of your kind heart. And beware of your relationships too. You are radical, patient, persistent, and a hit

Old-fashioned; you live with foundation & order. Your best match 1, 8.

Good match 5, 6, and 7

Number 5: You are very popular and you can get things done only by talking. Even to your enemies! You are business-minded and like to do things spontaneously. You will be famous if you get involved in any business. Your friends and families will always ask for your help, and you are the one actually with the money to help your friends. You will have more than one relationship, but when you settle down you tend to be selfish. You tend to go for other relationships – even if you are married at times because of your popularity. You tend to get along easily with anyone because the numbers is a middle number. You love freedom and changes. You learn your life through your personal experiences. Your best match 1, 2, Good match 6, 8.

Number 6: Ooopppss... you were born to enjoy! You don't care about others. I mean you always wanted to have a lifetime of enjoyment. You will excel in either education or business management! You are talented, kind (but with only people who you think are nice), and popular. All good things come easily to you. Your mind and body is just made perfect for love. You are loveable by any number. But if you are number 6 men, you will be involved in more than a few relationships until you get married. If you are a girl, most of you will get married/engaged early. You are a caring person towards your family and friends. You are a person of compassion, comfort & fairness, domestic responsibility, good judgment, and after all you can heal this world's wounds to make peace for everyone because you have the great power and caring talent to take the world of love one step further.. Your best match 7, 6, and 9. Good match 4, 5

Number 7: You are realistic, confident, happy, and talented in education, music, art, singing, and most importantly in acting. You also have a bad temper! You value your
family status a lot; you will be in the top rank when you reach a certain age. If you are a guy you are popular with girls. Most of the number 7s faces lots of problems with their married life. Only a few are happy. You have everything in your life but with worries throughout your lifetime. You need to get ready looking for a partner rather than waiting. If you don't, then you might end-up being single. You are born to contribute to everyone's joy. Your best match is 2. Good matches are 1, 4

Number 8: You have a very strong personality and people will find it hard to understand you. You are more likely to suffer in your younger years. You might be also the one responsible to look out for your family. You often suffer all the way through life. You will learn life in a very practical way. You are the one who will fight for justice and may even die in the war too. You are normally very reserved with a handful of friends and most of the time, live life alone and always prepared to help others. However, once you
settle down, (which is often late), then your had lucks will disappear. You will face unexpected problems such as encountering poisonous animals, and accidents. You are highly- disciplined, persistence, and courageous, and it is your strength that will take
you to success. You are a great part of a family team. You are a fighter! Your Best match 1. 4 and 8. Good match 5

Number 9: You guys are the most incompatible people in the world. You are so strong, physically and mentally. You often have big-aims. You will work hard and will think
it's still hard to get there, even if you already have gotten there! Normally you suffer in the early age from family problems and generally you will have to fight in life. You are respected by others. You were however very naughty in your childhood, and often got
beaten up by your parents and had been involved in fights and you seemed to have suffered lots of injuries. But when you grow older you become calm and will fall into the quiet and dignified macho type. Love is not an easy matter for you. You are however
good in engineering or banking jobs because people always trust you. Your family life is very good, but you will always worry over your children. Your finer qualities are that you are humanitarian, patient, very wise & compassionate. You are born to achieve targets
and serve every one equally without any prejudice. You are a role model for everyone. Your best match 3, 5, 6, and 9. Good match 2

Too sad angel

2008-04-11T19:39:00.001-07:00

Maybe life is unfair to us
always cheat us in many way
give us hope at the start but
leave us at the middle

Today life is different
sometimes we had to be selfish
why ?
because we dont want to
be played by others

Kadang2 kesempurnaan yg dikejar tidak akan dpt dicari jika diri sendiri belom sempurna. sume org mempunyai kelemahan sndiri, tipu la kalo org tu ckp hidup dia is the best sbab even nabi kte pon hidup dengan rintangan ini kan pulak manusia biase yg x lari dr berbuat dosa.

Kepada sad angel. susah kalo da btol2 syg seseorg tp org tu x pernah tunjuk yg dia menghargai kte, tp lg susah untuk seseorg tu utk menyembunyikan kenyataan dan buat2 x menghargai seseorg tu. Ape pon yg dibuat mesti ade sbab yg tersendiri. x perlu tnye knp tp pkir sndiri.

Sesuatu yg anda tak perasan dan terfikir.....

2008-03-25T20:40:00.000-07:00

1. Sekurang-kurangnya ada 5 orang dalam dunia menyayangi anda dan sanggup mati kerana anda.
2. Sekurang-kurangnya ada 15 orang dalam dunia ini menyayangi anda dalam beberapa cara.
3. Sebab utama seseorang membenci anda adalah kerana dia ingin menjadi seperti anda
4. Senyuman daripada anda boleh membawa kebahagiaan kepada seseorang, walaupun dia tidak menyukai anda.
5. Setiap malam ada seseorang mengingati anda sebelum dia tidur.
6. Anda amat bermakna dalam hidup seseorang.
7. Kalau bukan kerana anda,seseorang itu tidak akan hidup bahagia.
8. Anda seorang yang istimewa dan unik
9. Seseorang yang anda tidak ketahui menyayangi anda.
10. Apabila anda membuat kesilapan yang sangat besar, ada hikmah sebaliknya.
11. Sekiranya anda merasakan anda dipinggirkan, fikirkan semula;mungkin anda yang meminggirkan mereka.
12. Apabila anda terfikir anda tidak mempunyai peluang untuk mendapatkan sesuatu yang anda ingini,mungkin anda tidak akan memperolehinya, tetapi sekiranya anda percaya pada diri sendiri lambat laun anda akan memperolehinya.
13. Kenangilah segala pujian yang anda terima. Lupakan segala maki hamun, caci umpat cela.
14. Jangan takut untuk meluahkan perasaan anda; anda akan merasa senang bila seseorang mengetahuinya.
15. Sekiranya anda mempunyai sahabat baik, ambillah masa untuk memberitahunya yang dia adalah yang terbaik.Hanya seminit diperlukan untuk mendapat sahabat baik,sejam untuk menghargainya,sehari untuk teman tetap paling setia.walaupn punya harta yang banyak,teman tetap paling istimewa dan berharga yang tiada nilai nyer.

jika kamu anggap aku temanmu..selamanya.. dan tak perlu bersusah kirimkan andai aku bukan temanmu..tetapi aku tetap menganggapmu sebagai temanku..
teman yang aku sayangi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Interrupter.........

2008-03-25T19:12:00.000-07:00

Its seems like have been a while i didnt post my original handwork, dunno whats the reason but i think maybe its bcoz leak of idea. But now i already found a suitable title about my feeling rite now. Interupter in my relationship.

well, dont get influence by voice of people. Thats it the word for zawan headblogs, hopefully he keep thats word in his mind after this coz so far there have several incident shown that he really love to hear other people comment and that things actualy was a parasit that will ruined our relation.(Not just parasit actualy, it was disaster.)

I already read some msg at zawan myspace, some of their msg is a usual msg from fren to fren but some of it are a msg to seduce zawan, i dont think that was a problem bcoz most of them are not in the right battlefield(if u understand what i really means). There have several msg from a few different people who are trying really hard to make us seperate.

I dont know why are they so jelous with our relation. Im not interested to know actualy, just let these skunk wif their life but if they gone to far means that no forgivenes for them. So to people who are try to be a fire stone(batu api) my advise is BEWARE......

New ErA of PlaYbOy->"pLaYbOyeZ"

2008-03-21T09:33:00.001-07:00

#[pLaYbOyeZ ]::-ALERT!!!! -It is a new versions of playboyaz. -Far too different than pLaYbOyAz... -Its been create to eliminate all members of pLaYbOyAz includes its own leader. #maybe most of u just aspect that this types of new group is another such of moron group being created to poison all members of PLU in diz wacked world and turn them into people that has no mercy and keep searching our member hood to be played by them. so..i wanna recorrect all of ur thought and introduced all of u wif my new versions of playboy- pLaYbOyeZ. As u can see down here is the old versions of pLaYbOyAz it has been closed due to our misconducted and misunderstanding amongs our members

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How to become playboyaz?? hahaha...well..if anyone of you interested to be a playboyaz, there are sum rule to be followed..

must be gorgeous n cooL...hahaha.. (yup..this rule will always be our priority and we need our member to stay gorgeous and cool)
must be braved enough!! (Braved??hurmm..here we not just be brave but also be strong enough to use phycologist thinking to our enemies)

must think faster to get sum xcuse!! (Yup..thinking faster than TIME..here we need to be more intelligence and can think beyond others. Always prepare for backup reasons)
dun get trap!!must be inteligent enough!!! (we like to be trap!!haha..coz its make us more powerfull than others..u got i mean??)
if "kantoi", dun get panic. Relax n try to lie a bit..to avoid this from happend, 1st of all, you must tell them you are playboyaz before you can start ur mission..hahaha..then hunt n kill without mercy..that's all.. (no..no..no..we dun like these kind of persons..here in our group will never lie.Honest is our visions)
sumtimes people will try to trap you soon after ur mission done..they will sms or call you so many times..so..dun reply..just let it be..hahaha.. (nope..we will win all our beloved frens and scandals)
diz is important..dun eva be so soft..especially ur heart...coz people will most likely attack at that spot!! (huhu..hurm..in this case..well..we need to soft a bit but dun get trap..)
sumtimes there is so many request from ur victim n they try to get you no matter wut(they try to trap you wif luv)..so..tell them at 1st place.."YOU ARE PLAYBOYAZ"..playboyaz dun hav luv.. (aha..nop..we ar not playboyaz but we ar playboyez..we have ourbeloved person to be cared and we enjoy to LOVE) So..that's all about playboyaz..hahaha..well..think trice before you join k..chOwss!!

::NEw RULeS::

::-Love
::-Caring
::-Honest
::-Trust
::-Respect

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psst: to be our members, just messaging me in my own page-www.myspace.com/cadbury88 or www.myspace.com/edned. Then i will explain to u more about our grou later..huhu

if u interested, just write ur name in ur page wif name-pLaYbOyeZ beside ur current name.

SUPERPOWER

2008-03-21T04:14:00.000-07:00

1- Apa superpower idaman anda? Choose only one.
---ade power utk klon kan dri sndiri pkai kage bunshin nujutsu.pastu bley tuka dri sndiri jd owg laen yg kte suke dn plg pntg sgt kuat sbab ade kyubi dlm badan. huhuhuhuhuhuhu

2- Siapa superhero/watak yang mempengaruhi pilihan itu?
---mine should be Naruto lol. Naruto the besh

3- Kenapa superpower yang itu?
---bley la menyamar jd orlando bloom pastu nnt ngorat sume owg yg ade. kahkahkah

4- Apakah kelemahan kamu? We're never perfect right?
---mne de kelemahan lol, kalo da ade kyubi dlm badan x de spe bley lawan.

5- Apakah nama superhero kamu?
---ometomen. ok x nme nih??????

6- Motto superhero kamu pula?
---Doushiyou Mo Naku Kudaranai, so stay away from me, its worthless to fight me becouse u will lose no metter how hard u try.

Andai ku tahu

2008-03-18T06:02:00.000-07:00

Andai ku tahu….
Kapan tiba ajalku…
Ku akan memohon tuhan tolong panjangkan umurku…

Andai ku tahu…
Kapan tiba masaku…
Ku akan memohon tuhan jangan kau ambil nyawaku…
Aku takut akan semua dosa dosaku…
Aku takut dosa yg terus membayangiku…

Andai ku tahu…
Malaikatmu kan menjemputku…
Izinkan aku mengucap kata taubat padamu…
Aku takut akan semua dosa dosaku…
Aku takut dosa yg terus membayangiku…

Ampuni aku dari segala dosa dosaku…
Ampuni aku menangis ku bertaubat padamu…
Aku manusia yang takut neraka…
Namun aku juga tak pantas disurga…

Andai ku tahu…. Kapan tiba ajalku… Izinkan aku mengucap kata taubat padamu… Aku takut akan semua dosa dosaku… Aku takut dosa yg terus membayangiku… Ampuni aku dari segala dosa dosaku… Ampuni aku menangis ku bertaubat padamu…

I'm Back..........

2008-03-10T10:50:00.000-07:00

Setelah beberapa lama menhilangkan diri x menghupdate blog nih rasa mcm sedikit tepu otak utk mencari idea nak tulis ape. x tau la nak tulis cite kontroversi ke or cite2 jiwang karat jek.
cite ape ek nk tulis?

ok first post kontroversi telah di publish kan smule sbab dpt nasehat dr kounselor tertinggi yg mengatakan bahawa blog adalah diari atau tmpat utk kte meluah kan perasaaan sndiri, so x perlu nak di padam post yg lme tu. Jd nasehat kounselor besar diikuti. Untuk semua jgn cetus kan kontroversi br lg berkaitan post tu k.

beberapa hari ni ma life seems quite ok, ari rabu sblm ni ikut ma cousin blik segamat my hometown. da dkat nk 8 bulan x blik2 jmpe ma family and ma grandmother. Blik2 je da kne bebel ngan my grandmother, dhe ckp da lupe daratan sbab lme x blik. pastu kne bebel sbab dpt offer dr unisel tp ckp ngan dhe malas nk gi, lg la hangin owg tuwe tu. sah2 kne ceramah free.
my mom ckp ome makin kurus so ome jawab je la bebong lebey. kurus ke? rse nye cam biase je.

Kalo nk diikut kan sbnrnye bowsan kalo blik segamat tp sbab pkir kan ade keje kne buat and my fren pon rmai lg kat sne so ikut je la blik. Tp terkilan sket sbab x dpt jumpe sume ma fren sbab yg laen bz berkeje. Dpt jmpe ma fren bdak2 uitm sgamat je. ma cousin yg dok selayang pon ade blik gak sbab cuti skolah, so dpt la spend time dgn anak2 dhe yg cute2. amnan ngan chumit. da lme nk jmpe anak buah tu tp memanjang je ade hal last2 dpt gak jmpe kat kg.

Zawan ade buat blog nk membidas ome nye post kontroversi, tp ome malas nk lawan blik sbab ade someone da pesan, x perlu nk gado2 dlm blog nih. Nk gado kat umah je bley la. jgn smpai sume org tau. Sume yg zawan tulis tu sbnrnye still bole dibidas sbab pont yg dhe bg x kuat. tp ome akan tetap jd mr cool je skang ni. Kalo timbul hal2 yg btol beso baru meletop lg.

untuk semua maju la sukan utk negara. (tetibe jek, x de kene mengene pon)

Penamat.........

2008-03-05T16:11:00.000-08:00

Perhatian kepada sume post utk tajuk....MASSAGE from BEN.. to ZAWAN dan Very nice pic.....telah ditarik drpd paparan umum.. Post ini telah mencetuskan kontroversi yang mungkin boleh diklasifikasikn sebagai over.... hmmmmmm over ke?.... Ditarik untk kebaikan bersama.

PENGUMUMAN
ke 2 2 post itu dikeluarkan balik atas permintaan ramai.
untk paparan umum dan bkn utk sentap menyentap key.
yang sudah tu sudah

to BENBEN
Berkwn x salah tp mungkin caranye agak over. So lepas ni kne la menjaga adat berkawan dan jgn smpai menghampiri adat berkasih. X salah nak berkawan rapat dan bole di upgrade kn kpd sahabat tp still adatnye masih berbeza dr berkasih. So lps ni bley teruskan persahabatan mcm biase tp pandai2 jaga. Lg satu plz jgn terlalu mudah memberi pengharapan kpd org k. Lastly happy bday........... to ZAWAN
I know that u can tcare of ur self but sometimes u must know that u cant handle it very well. thats what make me a bit worried, but dont worry i trust u. As long u doesnt do a big mistake it would be ok with me. Actualy our plan to cut our social life is a bit difficult, better if we just slowdown the social life and not cut it k. I'm sory if i did something wrong to you, well i know maybe a lot so forgive me. to CHUMIE
Hola uncle chumie. camne nak stat ek???? hmmm....... ome tau bnyk bende yg uncle chumie tgh pkir kan skrg tp plz bertenang k. jgn emo2 ye... mungkin zawan ade bwat silap ngan uncle chumie tp jgn la amik ati sgt ngan dhe. maybe mse tu dhe pnye pikiran tgh serabut ngan problem ngan ome, pastu ditambah plak serabut ngan masalah ben so ome harap uncle chumie x amik ati ye. uncle chumie shomel kan x mo mara2 k... nnt kte gi dating sme2 eh. muahmuah cyg uncle chumie....to PAKTAM
ome rase cukup la kot x perlu nk mara2 kt ben tu lg. Dhe da beso so dhe kne pandai2 pkir mne yg elok. Tlg nasihat skit2 ok la skang sume da besa so slalunye org yg da besa ni susah skit nk makan nasihat. Nk bwat camne lg kan. skang ni kne cube pikir baik je. slagi x de bukti dpn mte x leh nak ckp pape. so hope u'll have a great life ahead.....chaiyok..chaiyok

to ZURA
Maybe ade skit x puas ati psal post yg ome bwt psal dhorang. Tp post tu cume pendapat ome dan ketakutan ome je. takut kalo2 bini dirampas org.. adooooo.......... huhu. so diharap lps ni x perlu ade sebarang slh faham or pape. kannn......... Lg satu mmg dunia plu ni cinta x kemane tp peluang yg sementara tu sbnr nye sgt berharge. so amat penting sbnrnye utk peluang tu dijaga. huhuhuhuhuhu. nnt invite la ome kalo zura de bwat masak lomak cili api. eden suko jo makan noghori punyo makanan nih...

to EVERYONE
selepas penarikan post utk tjuk spt diatas, diharap lps ni x de cite blakang penambah perisa ajinomoto ye. skang ni ome x kesah dhorang nak berkawan asl jgn over. ome da bg green light kt dhorang sbab sume org pon ade kwn baik yg tersendiri cume laen org laen cr, mungkin cr dhorang cmtu so kne la trime k. Lg 1 nak tambah x de org dlm dunia ni yg perfect so kalo ade yg penah terasa ngan pape yg ome bwat plz forgive me. Lastly smoga lps ni x de lg masam2 muke or gado2 sesame sndiri k. kte kne bersatu utk hidup kkk. mata da lebam ni sbab asyik x cukup didow. so skang nk gi tdow and maybe post yg akan dtg akan dkluarkan lmbt skit kot sbab nk rest.
k uols have a nice day......................................

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MASSAGE from BEN.. to ZAWAN

2008-03-04T11:58:00.000-08:00

-Huhuhu loh beben ade ngan wawan ler.... yg wawan kiss beben tu da lupe?(kiss la smpai mampos)
-beben bgtaw jujur ni jgn salah phm lak...Huhuhu sowie wawan... beben pegang tangan n kish ur tangan..beben pon ade kish pipi td...(ai x kan cium pipi je, suke kan amik kesempatan)
-its nothing wrong of being single, tau wawan sayang ome. tp to be trap in a relationship that doesnt work lg merana... at least u have to remember that u have me now...(bagus, jd la batu api)
-ngade...tggu jap g beben kish wawan... ley x?(meh kiss nenek aku)
-erk nape lak wawan yg over? hurmmmm beben agi ar suke.... beben syg wawan(ko mmg la suke sbab ko tu rojak)
-wawan seyes or memain? wawan nak ke beben neh?( kalo seyes ko suke la kann??????)
-sabo2.. tggu je ubttu naek.. br mujarab...meh beben kish tempat yang akit tu.(meh aku bg ko ubat lebam sebelah bijik mate nak?????)
-well i do... there is more u need to know bout me.... pe yg beben penah lalui. im serious but beben still respect wawan sbab wawan masih ade ome.(adoooo.... nan ado.....)
-beben nak wawan tp beben takot nnt lelebey ome bwat wawan agi.(kali ni bio 2 2 kene, br best. kate sehati sejiwa kannn.....)
-beben windue wawan.. windu nk pgg tangan ... windu nak bau wawan..(meh la bau tapak kaki aku, pasni ade drama muka mu dikakiku)
-erkk beben ckp terus terang fiq ngan beben tade pape... huhu wawan ucuk masyam... wahahahaha(x de pape. hmmmmm... camne??? spe nak jawab????)
-erkk beben da explain ngan dier da... fiq spatutnye fhm... huhuhu wawan tu yang bini owang..ngeh ngeh ngeh(tau plak bini orang, ingt kan x tau. kalo x tau ade cr nak ingatkan...)
-sure ley?(meloncat la ko mcm beruk dpt cili kalo btol boley)
-beben yg tak tahan tgh wawan kne pukul.... anyway beben nak wawan n beben syg wawan.( pasni ko punye turn plak.. meh aku tunjukkan cr aku syg kt ko plak..)
-beben ade ngan wawan...jom kt nanges sesama... dari semlm sebak tak ilang.....tp takpe kt ade each other.(touching nye nak nanges sesame..best nye..)
-beben pon cyg wawan....beben ade kt umah along...(syg awk jugak)
-huhu........beben syg wawan!(siap ko)

AWASSS!!!!!!!!! TRY TO PLAY A GAME WITH ME? U WILL GET UR PUNISHMENT FROM ME LATER........................

To zawan.. kalo da btol2 x thn ngan owang plz jgn nk memain, just ckp je nak clash.... owang x kan salahkan awk kalo bende tu terjadi.
owang hanya akn salah kn dri sndiri je..........

Very nice pic.....

2008-03-03T20:42:00.000-08:00

very lovely nice pic

AWAS.............

KEKASIH yang x dianggap

2008-02-28T16:05:00.000-08:00

aku mentari tapi tak menghangatkanmu
aku pelangi tak memberi warna di hidupmu
aku sang bulan tak menerangi malammu
aku lah bintang yg hilang ditelan kegelapan

selalu itu yg kau ucapkan padaku

sebagai kekasih yg tak dianggap
aku hanya mampu mencuba mengalah
menahan setiap amarah

aku sang bulan tak menerangi malammu
aku lah bintang yg hilang ditelan kegelapan

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Love you forever and always

u are my heart

u are my soul

Clash,.,.,. ur choice or him?

2008-02-28T14:31:00.001-08:00

Clash.... bkn senang bende ni nak terjadi kalo kte btol2 syg seseorang tu. Tp bende ni x mustahil akan terjadi, sume bende kat dunia ni x penah ade uang kekal. Persoalan kat sini adalah spe yang akan ucapkan perkataan clash tu? spe yang akan bwat keputusan?

Kengkadang pening jgak nak pikir kalo tetibe kte pnye lover suh bwat keputusan samaada nak clash ke x, smpai kan bley jd begaduh besar.
Kte tau yang kte mmg syg dhe tp kengkadang tu dhe tu terlalu mendesak sgt smpai kan kengkadang terkeluar plak keputusan yg x spatutnye dibuat.

Ome nye keputusan satu je, bwat la camne pon tp ome x kan jd orang yg pertama bwat keputusan sbab ome x mo menyesal. Ome tau akan menyesal sbab bende ni sume da penah terjadi, so ome x mo bende ni berulang blik. Kalo still berulng blik nnt yang sakitnye ome jgak.
ome rase ome da x sekuat mcm dlu lg, klau dlu pon ome da cukup sakit, ini kan plak skang. x dpt nak bayang kan mcm ne.

Ome x tau la dhe akan ok ke kalo bende ni terjadi, tp yg ome tau dhe tu senang je kalo nak cari laen and ramai kawan yg bley support dhe. Satu bende yg ome takut psal dhe is dhe suke denga ckp org, pastu terpengaruh, then stat la timbulnye masalah. x tau la nak ckp mcm ne lg tp kalo bley satu je yg ome nak mintak dr dhe,
bia la org nak ckp pape tp yg penting dhe msti trust ome and abaikan ape yg orang laen nak ckp.

Orang laen ni pon kengkadang masalah gak. Suke nak cocok belakang smpai ktorang bergaduh. X tau la pe yg dhorang x puas hati. x kan la nak jeles kalo ktorang bahagia? salah ke kalo ktorang bahagia?
Ome rasa bende ni x salah tp tu la, kengkadang rase nak pecah kepala kalo asyik pikir psal org. ktorang x kaco org laen tp knape org nak kaco ktorang?

Kepada org laen tu plz la, jage la hal sendiri. X pelu nak sebok2 hal org laen, kalo sebok2 nak bwat ktorang lg bahagia ok gak, ni x. Nak meranap kan relation ktorang ni lg ade la. Jge la tepi kain sndiri k.

So utk zawan. Ome x kan bwat keputusan psal kte nye hubungan ni.
u know me better, kalo btol2 x puas hati ngan relation ni just ckp je. Ome akan faham and x kn salah kan zawan. Tu je yg ome nk bgtau.
So pandai2 la pikir.

Ex love

2008-02-27T13:48:00.000-08:00

Ex lover, rasa nye sume org mmg ade ex lover. Tipu la kalo cakap sblm ni x penah ade pengalaman berchinta kan. X kesah la rmai ke x kte punye ex lover tu tp yang paling penting org tu kte pnah sayang sgt2. X perlu nak bgtau kanpe kte clash and x perlu tau clash scare baik ke x, yang penting adakah skang ni kte still contacting each other ngan ex kte. Lg satu bende yg penting is adakah kte still syg ex lover kte tu.

Ome mmg de couple ngan beberapa org sblm ni, 3 org, 1st name dhe shaf, 2nd syaz and 3rd faris. zawan cakap spatutnye 3 org couple tu da cukup bnyk pengalaman tp dhe ckp ome still x blajar.
ape yg ome x blajar? hentah la

Relation ome ngan ex ome sume nye ok, ktorang still contacting each other bertanya khabar. X salah kan? hmmmmmmm...
tp kengkadang ade jgak salah anggap, ckp kononnye ome nak blik smule pd ex ome la. kalo ome nak buat da lame da, x kan la skang br nak bwat kan,

Shaf. Ktorang knal dlm myspace, dhe baik and rapat ngan adik2 ome. Dhe sanggup luankan blik kg ome mase tgh cuti sems sbab nak knal lebey rapat ngan ome. shaf kuat merajuk tp ome pandai pujuk, dhe gak kuat jeles, kengkadang geram tp ome syg dhe sgt2. kalo nak diikutkan skang ni ome couple ngan dhe smule, tp ade skit hal luar yg buat ktorang gado. ome rase terkilan sgt sbab bende tu sbnrnye kecik je, tp x pe la asal kan ome tau yg dhe still tggu ome.

Syaz sme mcm shaf gak, kitorag knal dlm myspace. ktorang kluar beberapa kali then da lme sket br declare. Dhe pon baik gak ngan adik beradik ome yg laen. Kengkadang geram pon ade sbab dhe lbey2 manjakan bdak2 tu. syaz pon pnah dtg kg ome kat segamat and dhe knal sume kengkawan ome kat sne. ome still syg dhe tp skang dhe da bahagia ngan org laen. ok la tu asal kan dhe bahagia.

Faris. knal dhe mase keje celcom, 1st2 jm 2 2 bwat kekwat tp sbnrnye dlm hati meronta2 nk knl. mse br2 knal faris ni mcm innocent,
dhe nmpak baik and x rmai kawan. lps declare ome pindah ke umah dhe,selang brape blok je dr umah skrg.. memule sume nye ok,tp lame2 ome rase mcm laen sket. ome ade bce msg2 dhe dgn sorang bdak, dhe ckp kawan je last2 terbongkar jgak. geram sgt mase tu. rase mcm org bodo je. tp nak bwat cam ne kan, da nasib badan.

EX maksud nye da lepas, so yang lepas tu spatutnye x perlu nak dikenang kembali, tp kengkadang kte still akan terfikir kan dhorang,
bwat mase ni ome asyik pikirkan psal shaf, shaf always ingat kat ome
and dhe still akan tggu ome. ntah la. maybe akan sentiasa ada peluang ke2 kot. Utk shaf thanks for waiting, really appreciate it.

OmEzwAN love

2008-02-26T10:06:00.000-08:00

our love is white as snow
our love is pure as a newborn
our love is not a game
our love is forever

no blade can bleed us
no torn can hurt us
no wind can change us
no fire can burn us

this is our love
lasting forever
as wished by all
and so do us

One & Only

2008-02-24T13:01:00.000-08:00

I've been wishing on a star but I could never have imagined

I would land just where you are after all this lonesome traveling

Took one look in your eye, reach out to hold your hand

This is when I realized that I could never understand

Do you want to be my one and only love?

So you wanna be my friend, so you wanna be my lover

With you I do confess I can't be one without the other

That was hard for me to say, I hope I said it right

Which ever, come what may, you see I need to know tonight

Do you want to be my one and only love?

Do you want to play these cards, do you want to lay them down?

DO you want to run away or do you want o stick around?

Do you want to be my one and only love

Kumpulan tarikh lahir

2008-02-19T05:13:00.000-08:00

Kumpulan 1
1hb, 10hb, 19hb, 28hb

Sangat cerdik, jujur, lucu, degil, rajin dan berterus terang
Cemburu dalam pertandingan, baik hati, peramah dan bersikap menguasai
Anda ingin mendahului dalam apa jua keadaan
Seorang yang berdikari, berkeyakinan dan tak pernah berada di bawah pimpinan org lain
Bercinta dalam usia yang muda dan berkahwin pada usia yang matang
Tidak suka pada orang yang bertentangan pendapat dengan anda
Menyimpan dendam pada orang yang bersalah pada anda
Kuat berbelanja
Anda adalah profesional dalam kerjaya yang diceburi namun ada pihak yang berkecil hati dengan pencapaian anda
Mempunyai keluarga yang bahagia

Kumpulan 2
2hb, 11hb, 20hb, 29hb

Anda disukai oleh orang ramai
Kurang berkeyakinan terhadap diri sendiri jadi anda perlu membuat perubahan ke atas hidup
Seorang yang sukar diramal kerana membuat perubahan berdasarkan masa dan keadaan
Pentingkan diri sendiri tetap mempunyai bakat dalam melukis, seni dan komunikasi lisan
Bersikap seperti bulan yang mendatang keredupan dan pudar, menjadikan semua orang boleh mengetahui perubahan anda
Cinta pada keamanan
Bertanggungjawab dalam keluarga

Kumpulan 3
3hb, 12hb, 21hb, 30hb

Seorang yang berhati keras dan pentingkan diri sendiri, kuat agama, suka mempertingkatkan kehidupan sendiri
Pandai bercakap, wajah yang menarik
Mempunyai pelbagai masalah tapi dapat mengharungi dengan kesabaran
Perlu bekerja keras untuk mencapai kejayaan
Menghormati orang yang lebih tua
Sukar untuk menjalinkan hubungan samada dalam percintaan, kekeluargaan dan persahabatan
Sekiranya anda suka akan sikap seseorang itu, maka hubungan itu akan berpanjangan
Suka kebebasan, pembawa harapan, kegembiraan dan keceriaan

Kumpulan 4
4hb, 13hb, 22hb, 31hb

Amat degil dan rajin
Mungkin orang lain akan menjauhkan diri kerana kata-kata anda
Seorang yang bertimbang rasa akan masalah orang lain
Berbakat dalam penyelidikan dan seni
Suka membantu ahli keluarga dan rakan-rakan yang menghadapi masalah tanpa berfikir panjang
Harus berhati-hati dengan orang sekeliling kerana mereka mungkin akan mempergunakan anda
Kawan-kawan akan menghabiskan masa dan wang ringgit anda dan menjauhkan diri apabila anda sudah tiada nilai bagi mereka
Seorang yang sabar dan tegas

Kumpulan 5
5hb, 14hb, 23hb

Sangat popular dalam komuniti
Boleh menyelesaikan sesuatu perkara secara lisan
Mempunyai akal fikiran dalam menjalani perniagaan namun terlalu terburu-buru
Seorang yang kelakar
Tidak setia dalam hubungan percintaan
Suka perubahan dan kebebasan
Mempunyai ciri-ciri seorang pengembara dan ahli silap mata
Mempelajari hidup melalui pengalaman

Kumpulan 6
6hb, 15hb, 24hb

Dilahirkan untuk menikmati hidup
Tidak peduli apa-apa perkara tetap ingin berseronok dalam hidup
Sangat pandai dalam pelajaran dan pengurusan perniagaan
Bijak, baik hati dan mempunyai paras rupa yang menarik
Semua benda yang baik akan datang kepada anda
Mengambil berat ke atas ahli keluarga dan kawan-kawan
Seorang yang murah hati, peramah, adil saksama dan mempunyai penilaian yang tajam

Kumpulan 7
7hb, 16hb, 25hb

Mempunyai daya tarikan kepada sesiapa saja
Seorang yang realistik dan yakin
Seorang yang yang lebih cenderung dalam bidang pendidikan, muzik, seni dan nyanyian
Panas baran
Banyak berkorban untuk keluarga dan meletakkan keluarga di tahap yang tinggi hingga kadang-kadang mengabaikan kebahagiaan diri sendiri
Dilahirkan untuk memberi sumbangan pada dunia ini

Kumpulan 8
8hb, 17hb, 26hb

Personaliti yang sangat kuat dan menarik
Kepakaran anda hanyalah menunding jari pada sesuatu benda
Mengalami pelbagai dugaan dalam hidup tapi ini menjadikan anda lebih kuat dan tabah
Memperjuangkan keadilan
Kebanyakkan masa dihabiskan dengan kawan-kawan
Berdisiplin dan tidak putus-asa serta berani
Seorang ahli pasukan, keluarga dan pejuang yang sangat bagus

Kumpulan 9
9hb. 18hb, 27hb

Sangat tabah dari segi mental dan fizikal
Mempunyai penilaian yang sangat tajam
Seorang yang dihormati dalam komuniti
Seorang yang boleh menerima cabaran dan berjaya dalam apa jua yang dilakukan
Pada usia yang muda anda selalu bertentangan dengan ibu-bapa tapi apabila usia meningkat anda seorang anak yang taat dan menghormati orang tua
Sesuai menceburi bidang kejuruteraan dan “banking” kerana orang lain yakin dan percaya pada anda
Model teladan pada orang lain

HATE love? No trust?

2008-02-19T04:16:00.000-08:00

Sometimes love can make us suffer and sometimes can make us happy. love is a relationship between two person that trust each other. But what happen when each of them not trust each other? It'll be like disaster isn't?

Problem will occur in this kind of relationship, when the problem is started what u need to do actually is have a private conversation together in somewhere peace.

Be professional in solving the problem. one side should be water while the other one was fire. Problem will never be solve if both is fire. Always give and take in relation

Why should we hate love actualy? Love is pure and so white.
Don't let our past overcome in our future relationship.
past is past, let it gone by time.

When the problem occured.

2008-02-19T03:28:00.000-08:00

First of all this article is just about my opinion as a free thinker.

As we know everyday we will face
some problem,
doesn't mind if it's just bout a small
matter, but as we know all the problem should have the solution.

Example when we got a problem with our lovely one,
he told us that we are being playing a fool at him and told that we have other scandal out there,
that might be absolutely wrong
but your partner have some miss understood on that
what u need to do is sit together face to face,
slow talk with him,
ask him whether is he/she really love u or not.
then tell her/him not to trust what other people are saying because
maybe they just jelous with your relationship with her/him.

U have to be so smart in handling problem.
If u think that u are not able to solve the problem alone,
then u should find someone that u can trust or someone that have a lot of experience
in their life.
its ok to being humble and ask a help others for helping.

U also had to be brave because some of the problem might leads to give
big impact in your life.
u should be brave in making decision, sometimes what we decide was right
and sometimes was totaly wrong,
so u have to be ready for everything,

th conclusion is be smart,brave and always ready for everything.

2008-02-15T08:44:00.000-08:00

1. Your name plus "o" ?= azrino
2. Two feelings at the moment ?= sad and boring
3. What are you listening to right now?= one and only(teitur)
4. A part of a song lyric that's inyour mind right now ?=u are one and only love
5. Describe where you are right now?= at my auntie house
6. What is your highlight of the week ?= nothing

7 . What are u craving to have rightnow?= i want car license

8. Any unforgettable childhood memory ?=watch my li brother died infront of me

9. A not-so-good childhood memory ?= -----------------

10 . What are your nicknames ?= ome
11 . Your plans for tomorrow ?= sleeping
12 . Your two plans for today ?=sleeping
13. Are you thinking of someone rightnow?= yup
14 . Do you party ?= no
15 . Do you like twins ?=yup, so much
16. Fill in the blank "I am ..= lose
17. What kind of animal u like most?=cat
18. Say anything you like to say to whoever reading= i like all of u
19. Are you feeling hungry ?= no
20. Who do you miss rite now ?= let it be secret
21 . Last friend you saw online ?=pearl
2 2. Are you in love?= in love with someone
2 3. What do you like about night ?= dark, star and moon
24. If you were in a farm, what do youwant to see ?= horse
25. Last person who gave a commentto you ?= ayie

Choice or Chance??? have it ur way...

2008-02-15T08:30:00.000-08:00

When we meet the right person to love, when we're at the right place at the right time, that's a chance..When you meet someone you're attracted to, that's not a choice.. That's a chance..Being caught up in a moment (and there's a lot of couples who got together because of this), it's not a choice.. That's also a chance..The difference is what happens afterwards..When will you take that infatuation, that crush, that mind-blowing attraction to the next level?? That's when all sanity goes back, you sit down and contemplate whether you want to make this into a concrete relationship or just a fling..If you decide to love a person, even with his faults, that's not a chance.. That's a choice..

If you decide to abandon your friends for a person that you love, that's not a chance.. It's a choice..

If you decide to leave the person you love because he or she is a friend with someone that you never like, that is a choice.. Not a chance..
When you choose to be with a person, no matter what, that's a choice..Even if you know there are so many people out there who are more attractive, smarter and richer than your mate, and yet, you decide to love your mate just the same, that's choice..Infatuation... Crushes... Attraction... Come to us by chance..But, true love... That lasts... Is truly a choice.. A choice that we make..Regarding soul mates, there's a beautiful movie quote that I believe is so true about this:"Fate brings you together, but it's still up to you to make it happen.."I believe that soul mates do exist.. That there is truly someone made for you.. But it's still up to you to make the choice if you're going to do something about it or not.. We may meet our soul mates by CHANCE, but loving and staying with our soul mates is still a CHOICE we have to make.. We came to the world not by finding someone perfect to love... BUT to learn how to love an imperfect person perfectly..To be concluded, it is not the matter of how to find someone perfect to love.. But how to love someone imperfect perfectly..And for me is.. Life is not about finding your self.. Life is about creating your self.. Think about it..!! It makes senses..!!

DAY BY DAY

2008-02-14T10:18:00.000-08:00

Day By Day
Current mood: bored

day by day

always the same

none are changing

time can change people

'but not me'

day by day

im still the same

none of me are different

no one can change me

even they try the best to do so

day by day

im so bored

i know i had to change

but the time are not here yet

day by day

the road are same

and so are me

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actual this poem is unplanned to be done.

i done it because there have some of my friend ask me

to change my self,

but its not easy just experience and time can change yourself.